What I think about Life

I believe my life is shaped by freewill and destiny. I guess because I've been raised up in church, and my mind is shaped to think this. God does give us freewill and what ever a person decides to do, he/she will shape or prolong their destiny.“I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live.” (Deuteronomy 30:19). And that's what makes life difficult. Because people raise the issue, if God already knows are destiny do people really have freewill. Yes, God knows my destiny but I control what path I take to get to my destiny. And I can look on the other side of the fence a see how freewill, destiny, and determinism can coexist with each other too. If a person walks around Earth and thinks he/she is God and wants to killing their self to prove they control how they die and that was he/she destiny to do, and killing their self would be an act of determinism. So they could exist for a certain extent. This a question that will never be settled, but I will belief that I control my destiny and have freewill.